MAY 12th

Winter makes me think of the harder times we had. The confusion. The frustration. The secrets. It makes me miss you in a thousand other ways because of the sadness I had back then.

And now.. I have you and I don't have you.. But the parts of you I do have are so beautiful I want to bottle them up and keep them forever. I often wonder what my life would have been like if we'd never started this- if we'd never met.... But I can't.. It is inconceivable to believe there is a world you are not a part of...

Winter only makes me wonder how I survived so long without you.....

M